Chapter 24

My present situation was one in which all voluntary thought was swallowed up and lost. I was hurried away by fury; revenge alone endowed me with strength and composure; it moulded my feelings, and allowed me to be calculating and calm, at periods when otherwise delirium or death would have been my portion.

My first resolution was to quit Geneva forever; my country, which, when I was  happy and beloved, was dear to me, now, in my adversity, became hateful. I provided myself with a sum of money, together with a few jewels which had  belonged to my mother, and departed.

And now my wanderings began, which are to cease but with life. I have  traversed a vast portion of the earth, and have endured all the hardships which travellers, in deserts and barbarous countries, are wont to meet. How I have  lived I hardly know; many times have I stretched my failing limbs upon the sandy plain and prayed for death. But revenge kept me alive; I dared not die and leave  my adversary in being.

When I quitted Geneva my first labour was to gain some clue by which I might trace the steps of my fiendish enemy. But my plan was unsettled; and I wandered many hours round the confines of the town, uncertain what path I should pursue.  As night approached, I found myself at the entrance of the cemetery where William, Elizabeth, and my father reposed. I entered it and approached the tomb  which marked their graves. Everything was silent, except the leaves of the  trees, which were gently agitated by the wind; the night was nearly dark; and the scene would have been solemn and affecting even to an uninterested observer. The spirits of the departed seemed to flit around and to cast a shadow, which was felt but not seen, around the head of the mourner.

The deep grief which this scene had at first excited quickly gave way to rage  and despair. They were dead, and I lived; their murderer also lived, and to  destroy him I must drag out my weary existence. I knelt on the grass and kissed the earth, and with quivering lips exclaimed, “By the sacred earth on which I  kneel, by the shades that claimed, I wander near me, by the deep and eternal  grief that I feel, I swear; and by thee, O Night, and the spirits that preside  over thee, to pursue the daemon who caused this misery until he or I shall perish in mortal conflict. For this purpose I will preserve my life: to execute  this dear revenge will I again behold the sun and tread the green herbage of earth, which otherwise should vanish from my eyes forever. And I call on you, spirits of the dead; and on you, wandering ministers of vengeance, to aid and  conduct me in my work. Let the cursed and hellish monster drink deep of agony; let him feel the despair that now torments me.”

I had begun my abjuration with solemnity and an awe which almost assured me  that the shades of my murdered friends heard and approved my devotion; but the furies possessed me as I concluded, and rage choked my utterance.

I was answered through the stillness of night by a loud and fiendish laugh.  it rung on my ears long and heavily; the mountains re-echoed it, and I felt as  if all hell surrounded me with mockery and laughter. Surely in that moment I  should have been possessed by frenzy, and have destroyed my miserable existence, but that my vow was heard and that I was reserved for vengeance. The laughter  died away; when a well-known and abhorred voice, apparently close to my ear, addressed me in an audible whisper- “I am satisfied: miserable wretch! you have  determined to live, and I am satisfied.”

I darted towards the spot from which the sound proceeded; but the devil  eluded my grasp. Suddenly the broad disk of the moon arose and shone full upon  his ghastly and distorted shape as he fled with more than mortal speed.

I pursued him; and for many months this has been my task. Guided by a slight clue I followed the windings of the Rhone, but vainly. The blue Mediterranean  appeared; and, by a strange chance, I saw the fiend enter by night and hide  himself in a vessel bound for the Black Sea. I took my passage in the same ship;  but he escaped, I know not how.

Amidst the wilds of Tartary and Russia, although he still evaded me, I have  ever followed in his track. Sometimes the peasants, scared by this horrid apparition, informed me of his path; sometimes he himself, who feared that if I lost all trace of him I should despair and die, left some mark to guide me. The snows descended on my head, and I saw the print of his huge step on the white  plain. To you first entering on life, to whom care is new and agony unknown, how  can you understand what I have felt and still feel? Cold, want, and fatigue were  the least pains which I was destined to endure; I was cursed by some devil, and  carried about with me my eternal hell; yet still a spirit of good followed and  directed my steps; and, when I most murmured, would suddenly extricate me from seemingly insurmountable difficulties. Sometimes, when nature, overcome by  hunger, sunk under the exhaustion, a repast was prepared for me in the desert that restored and inspirited me. The fare was, indeed, coarse, such as the peasants of the country ate; but I will not doubt that it was set there by the spirits that I had invoked to aid me. Often, when all was dry, the heavens cloudless, and I was parched by thirst, a slight cloud would bedim the sky, shed  the few drops that revived me, and vanish.

I followed, when I could, the courses of the rivers; but the daemon generally  avoided these, as it was here that the population of the country chiefly collected. In other places human beings were seldom seen; and I generally  subsisted on the wild animals that crossed my path. I had money with me, and gained the friendship of the villagers by distributing it; or I brought with me  some food that I had killed, which, after taking a small part, I always  presented to those who had provided me with fire and utensils for cooking.

My life, as it passed thus, was indeed hateful to me, and it was during sleep  alone that I could taste joy. O blessed sleep! often, when most miserable, I  sank to repose, and my dreams lulled me even to rapture. The spirits that guarded me had provided these moments, or rather hours, of happiness, that I might retain strength to fulfill my pilgrimage. Deprived of this respite, I  should have sunk under my hardships. During the day I was sustained and  inspirited by the hope of night: for in sleep I saw my friends, my wife, and my  beloved country; again I saw the benevolent countenance of my father, heard the silver tones of my Elizabeth’s voice, and beheld Clerval enjoying health and youth. Often, when wearied by a toilsome march, I persuaded myself that I was  dreaming, until night should come, and that I should then enjoy reality in the arms of my dearest friends. What agonising fondness did I feel for them! how did I cling to their dear forms, as sometimes they haunted even my waking hours, and persuade myself that they still lived! At such moments vengeance, that burned within me, died in my heart, and I pursued my path towards the destruction of the daemon more as a task enjoined by heaven, as the mechanical impulse of some  power of which I was unconscious, than as the ardent desire of my soul.

What his feelings were whom I pursued I cannot know. Sometimes, indeed, he left marks in writing on the barks of the trees, or cut in stone, that guided me and instigated my fury. “My reign is not yet over” (these words were legible in  one of these inscriptions); “you live, and my power is complete. Follow me; I  seek the everlasting ices of the north, where you will feel the misery of cold and frost to which I am impassive. You will find near this place, if you follow  not too tardily, a dead hare; eat and be refreshed. Come on, enemy; we have yet  to wrestle for our lives; but many hard and miserable hours must you endure until that period shall arrive.”

Scoffing devil! Again do I vow vengeance; again do I devote thee, miserable  fiend, to torture and death. Never will I give up my search until he or I  perish; and then with what ecstasy shall I join my Elizabeth and my departed  friends, who even now prepare for me the reward of my tedious toil and horrible  pilgrimage!

As I still pursued my journey to the northward, the snows thickened and the  cold increased in a degree almost too severe to support. The peasants were shut  up in their hovels, and only a few of the most hardy ventured forth to seize the  animals whom starvation had forced from their hiding-places to seek for prey.  The rivers were covered with ice and no fish could be procured; and thus I was cut off from my chief article of maintenance.

The triumph of my enemy increased with the difficulty of my labours. One inscription that he left was in these words:- “Prepare! your toils only begin:  wrap yourself in furs and provide food; for we shall soon enter upon a journey where your sufferings will satisfy my everlasting hatred.”

My courage and perseverance were invigorated by these scoffing words; I  resolved not to fail in my purpose; and, calling on Heaven to support me, I  continued with unabated fervour to traverse immense deserts until the ocean appeared at a distance and formed the utmost boundary of the horizon. Oh! how unlike it was to the blue seas of the south! Covered with ice, it was only to be  distinguished from land by its superior wildness and ruggedness. The Greeks wept for joy when they beheld the Mediterranean from the hills of Asia, and hailed  with rapture the boundary of their toils. I did not weep; but I knelt down and, with a full heart, thanked my guiding spirit for conducting me in safety to the  place where I hoped, notwithstanding my adversary’s gibe, to meet and grapple  with him.

Some weeks before this period I had procured a sledge and dogs, and thus traversed the snows with inconceivable speed. I know not whether the fiend possessed the same advantages; but I found that, as before I had daily lost ground in the pursuit, I now gained on him: so much so that, when I first saw  the ocean, he was but one day’s journey in advance, and I hoped to intercept him  before he should reach the beach. With new courage, therefore, I pressed on, and  in two days arrived at a wretched hamlet on the sea-shore. I inquired of the  inhabitants concerning the fiend, and gained accurate information. A gigantic  monster, they said, had arrived the night armed with a gun and many pistols, putting to flight the inhabitants of a solitary cottage through fear of his  terrific appearance. He had carried off their store of winter food, and placing  it in a sledge, to draw which he had seized on a numerous drove of trained dogs,  he had harnessed them, and the same night, to the joy of the horror-struck  villagers, had pursued his journey across the sea in a direction that led to no land; and they conjectured that he must speedily be destroyed by the breaking of the ice or frozen by the eternal frosts.

On hearing this information, I suffered a temporary access of despair. He had  escaped me; and I must commence a destructive and almost endless journey across  the mountainous ices of the ocean- amidst cold that few of the inhabitants could long endure, and which I, the native of a genial and sunny climate, could not  hope to survive. Yet at the idea that the fiend should live and be triumphant, my rage and vengeance returned, and, like a mighty tide, overwhelmed every other  feeling. After a slight repose, during which the spirits of the dead hovered  round and instigated me to toil and revenge, I prepared for my journey.

I exchanged my land-sledge for one fashioned for the inequalities of the Frozen Ocean; and purchasing a plentiful stock of provisions, I departed from  land.

I cannot guess how many days have passed since then; but I have endured  misery which nothing but the eternal sentiment of a just retribution burning  within my heart could have enabled me to support. Immense and rugged mountains  of ice often barred up my passage, and I often heard the thunder of the ground  sea which threatened my destruction. But again the frost came and made the paths  of the sea secure.

By the quantity of provision which I had consumed, I should guess that I had passed three weeks in this journey; and the continual protraction of hope,  returning back upon the heart, often wrung bitter drops of despondency and grief  from my eyes. Despair had indeed almost secured her prey, and I should soon have sunk beneath this misery. Once, after the poor animals that conveyed me had with  incredible toil gained the summit of a sloping ice-mountain, and one, sinking under his fatigue, died, I viewed the expanse before me with anguish, when suddenly my eye caught a dark speck upon the dusky plain. I strained my sight to discover what it could be, and uttered a wild cry of ecstasy when I distinguished a sledge and the distorted proportions of a well-known form within. Oh! with what a burning gush did hope revisit my heart! warm tears filled my eyes, which I hastily wiped away that they might not intercept the view I had of the daemon; but still my sight was dimmed by the burning drops until, giving way to the emotions that oppressed me, I wept aloud.

But this was not the time for delay: I disencumbered the dogs of their dead  companion, gave them a plentiful portion of food; and, after an hour’s rest, which was absolutely necessary, and yet which was bitterly irksome to me, I  continued my route. The sledge was still visible; nor did I again lose sight of  it except at the moments when for a short time some ice-rock concealed it with its intervening crags. I indeed perceptibly gained on it; and when, after nearly two days’ journey, I beheld my enemy at no more than a mile distant, my heart  bounded within me.

But now, when I appeared almost within grasp of my foe, my, hopes were suddenly extinguished, and I lost all trace of him more utterly than I had ever done before. A ground sea was heard; the thunder of its progress, as the waters rolled and swelled beneath me, became every moment more ominous and terrific. I  pressed on, but in vain. The wind arose; the sea roared; and, as with the mighty  shock of an earthquake, it split and cracked with a tremendous and overwhelming sound. The work was soon finished: in a few minutes a tumultuous sea rolled  between me and my enemy, and I was left drifting on a scattered piece of ice,  that was continually lessening, and thus preparing for me a hideous death.

In this manner many appalling hours passed; several of my dogs died; and I myself was about to sink under the accumulation of distress when I saw your vessel riding at anchor, and holding forth to me hopes of succour and life. I had no conception that vessels ever came so far north, and was astonished at the  sight. I quickly destroyed part of my sledge to construct oars; and by these  means was enabled, with infinite fatigue, to move my ice-raft in the direction  of your ship. I had determined, if you were going southward, still to trust  myself to the mercy of the seas rather than abandon my purpose. I hoped to induce you to grant me a boat with which I could pursue my enemy. But your  direction was northward. You took me on board when my vigour was exhausted, and I should soon have sunk under my multiplied hardships into a death which I still  dread- for my task is unfulfilled.

Oh! when will my guiding spirit, in conducting me to the daemon, allow me the  rest I so much desire; or must I die and he yet live? If I do, swear to me, Walton, that he shall not escape; that you will seek him and satisfy my vengeance in his death. And do I dare to ask of you to undertake my pilgrimage, to endure the hardships that I have undergone? No; I am not so selfish. Yet,  when I am dead, if he should appear; if the ministers of vengeance should conduct him to you, swear that he shall not live- swear that he shall not  triumph over my accumulated woes, and survive to add to the list of his dark crimes. He is eloquent and persuasive; and once his words had even power over my heart: but trust him not. His soul is as hellish as his form, full of treachery and fiendish malice. Hear him not; call on the names of William, Justine,  Clerval, Elizabeth, my father, and of the wretched Victor, and thrust your sword  into his heart. I will hover near and direct the steel aright.

You have read this strange and terrific story, Margaret; and do you not feel your blood congeal with horror like that which even now curdles mine? Sometimes,  seized with sudden agony, he could not continue his tale; at others, his voice  broken, yet piercing, uttered with difficulty the words so replete with anguish. His fine and lovely eyes were now lighted up with indignation, now subdued to downcast sorrow, and quenched in infinite wretchedness. Sometimes he commanded  his countenance and tones, and related the most horrible incidents with a tranquil voice, suppressing every mark of agitation; then, like a volcano bursting forth, his face would suddenly change to an expression of the wildest  rage, as he shrieked out imprecations on his persecutor.

His tale is connected, and told with an appearance of the simplest truth; yet  I own to you that the letters of Felix and Safie, which he showed me, and the  apparition of the monster seen from our ship, brought to me a greater conviction of the truth of his narrative than his asseverations, however earnest and  connected. Such a monster has then really existence! I cannot doubt it; yet I am lost in surprise and admiration. Sometimes I endeavoured to gain from  Frankenstein the particulars of his creature’s formation: but on this point he  was impenetrable.

“Are you mad, my friend?” said he; “or whither does your senseless curiosity lead you? Would you also create for yourself and the world a daemoniacal enemy?  Peace, peace! learn my miseries, and do not seek to increase your own.”

Frankenstein discovered that I made notes concerning his history: he asked to  see them, and then himself corrected and augmented them in many places; but  principally in giving the life and spirit to the conversations he held with his enemy. “Since you have preserved my narration,” said he, “I would not that a  mutilated one should go down to posterity.”

Thus has a week passed away, while I have listened to the strangest tale that  ever imagination formed. My thoughts, and every feeling of my soul, have been drunk up by the interest for my guest, which this tale, and his own elevated and gentle manners, have created. I wish to soothe him; yet can I counsel one so  infinitely miserable, so destitute of every hope of consolation, to live? Oh,  no! the only joy that he can now know will be when he composes his shattered  spirit to peace and death. Yet he enjoys one comfort, the offspring of solitude and delirium: he believes that, when in dreams he holds converse with his friends and derives from that communion consolation for his miseries or  excitements to his vengeance, they are not the creations of his fancy, but the  beings themselves who visit him from the regions of a remote world. This faith  gives a solemnity to his reveries that render them to me almost as imposing and  interesting as truth.

Our conversations are not always confined to his own history and misfortunes.  On every point of general literature he displays unbounded knowledge and a quick  and piercing apprehension. His eloquence is forcible and touching; nor can I  heir him, when he relates a pathetic incident, or endeavours to move the  passions of pity or love, without tears. What a glorious creature must he have been in the days of his prosperity when he is thus noble and godlike in ruin! He seems to feel his own worth and the greatness of his fall.

“When younger,” said he, “I believed myself destined for some great  enterprise. My feelings are profound; but I possessed a coolness of judgment that fitted me for illustrious achievements. This sentiment of the worth of my  nature supported me when others would have been oppressed; for I deemed it criminal to throw away in useless grief those talents that might be useful to my fellow-creatures. When I reflected on the work I had completed, no less a one  than the creation of a sensitive and rational animal, could not rank myself with the herd of common projectors. But this thought, which supported me in the commencement of my career, now serves only to plunge me lower in the dust. All  my speculations and hopes are as nothing; and, like the archangel who aspired to omnipotence, I am chained in an eternal hell. My imagination was vivid, yet my  powers of analysis and application were intense; by the union of these qualities  I conceived the idea and executed the creation of a man. Even now I cannot  recollect without passion my reveries while the work was incomplete. I trod  heaven in my thoughts, now exulting in my powers, now burning with the idea of  their effects. From my infancy I was imbued with high hopes and a lofty ambition; but how am I sunk! Oh! my friend, if you had known me as I once was you would not recognise me in this state of degradation. Despondency rarely visited my heart; a high destiny seemed to bear me on until I fell, never, never again to rise.”

Must I then lose this admirable being? I have longed for a friend; I have  sought one who would sympathise with and love me. Behold, on these desert seas I  have found such a one; but I fear I have gained him only to know his value and lose him. I would reconcile him to life, but he repulses the idea.

“I thank you, Walton, “he said, “for your kind intentions towards so miserable a wretch; but when you speak of new ties and fresh affections, think you that any can replace those who are gone? Can any man be to me as Clerval  was; or any woman another Elizabeth? Even where the affections are not strongly  moved by any superior excellence, the companions of our childhood always possess a certain power over our minds which hardly any later friend can obtain. They know our infantile dispositions, which, however they may be afterwards modified, are never eradicated; and they can judge of our actions with more certain  conclusions as to the integrity of our motives. A sister or a brother can never, unless indeed such symptoms have been shown early, suspect the other of fraud or  false dealing, when another friend, however strongly he may be attached, may, in spite of himself, be contemplated with suspicion. But I enjoyed friends, dear  not only through habit and association, but from their own merits; and wherever I am the soothing voice of my Elizabeth and the conversation of Clerval will be  ever whispered in my ear. They are dead, and but one feeling in such a solitude can persuade me to preserve my life. If I were engaged in any high undertaking or design, fraught with extensive utility to my fellow-creatures, then could I live to fulfill it. But such is not my destiny; I must pursue and destroy the being to whom I gave existence; then my lot on earth will be fulfilled and I may  die.”

September 2nd.

My beloved Sister, — I write to you encompassed by peril and ignorant whether I am ever doomed to see again dear England, and the dearer friends that  inhabit it. I am surrounded by mountains of ice which admit of no escape and  threaten every moment to crush my vessel. The brave fellows whom I have  persuaded to be my companions look towards me for aid; but I have none to  bestow. There is something terribly appalling in our situation, yet my courage  and hopes do not desert me. Yet it is terrible to reflect that the lives of all  these men are endangered through me. If we are lost, my mad schemes are the  cause.

And what, Margaret, will be the state of your mind? You will not hear of my  destruction, and you will anxiously await my return. Years will pass, and you will have visitings of despair, and yet be tortured by hope. Oh! my beloved sister, the sickening failing of your heartfelt expectations is, in prospect, more terrible to me than my own death. But you have a husband and lovely children; you may be happy: Heaven bless you and make you so!

My unfortunate guest regards me with the tenderest compassion. He endeavours to fill me with hope; and talks as if life were a possession which he valued. He reminds me how often the same accidents have happened to other navigators who have attempted this sea, and, in spite of myself, he fills me with cheerful auguries. Even the sailors feel the power of his eloquence: when he speaks they  no longer despair; he rouses their energies and, while they hear his voice, they believe these vast mountains of ice are mole-hills which will vanish before the  resolutions of man. These feelings are transitory; each day of expectation delayed fills them with fear, and I almost dread a mutiny caused by this despair.

September 5th.

A scene has just passed of such uncommon interest that although it is highly probable that these papers may never reach you, yet I cannot forbear recording it.

We are still surrounded by mountains of ice, still in imminent danger of being crushed in their conflict. The cold is excessive, and many of my  unfortunate comrades have already found a grave amidst this scene of desolation. Frankenstein has daily declined in health: a feverish fire still glimmers in his  eyes; but he is exhausted, and when suddenly roused to any exertion he speedily sinks again into apparent lifelessness.

I mentioned in my last letter the fears I entertained of a mutiny. This  morning, as I sat watching the wan countenance of my friend- his eyes half  closed, and his limbs hanging listlessly — I was roused by half a dozen of the  sailors who demanded admission into the cabin. They entered, and their leader addressed me. He told me that he and his companions had been chosen by the other  sailors to come in deputation to me, to make me a requisition which, in justice,  I could not refuse. We were immured in ice and should probably never escape; but they feared that if, as was possible, the ice should dissipate, and a free  passage be opened, I should be rash enough to continue my voyage and lead them into fresh dangers after they might happily have surmounted this. They insisted,  therefore, that I should engage with a solemn promise that if the vessel should  be freed I would instantly direct my course southward.

This speech troubled me. I had not despaired; nor had I yet conceived the  idea of returning if set free. Yet could I, in justice, or even in possibility, refuse this demand? I hesitated before I answered; when Frankenstein, who had at  first been silent, and, indeed, appeared hardly to have force enough to attend, now roused himself; his eyes sparkled, and his cheeks flushed with momentary vigour. Turning towards the men he said —

“What do you mean? What do you demand of your captain? Are you then so easily  turned from your design? Did you not call this a glorious expedition? And  wherefore was it glorious? Not because the way was smooth and placid as a southern sea, but because it was full of dangers and terror; because at every new incident your fortitude was to be called forth and your courage exhibited; because danger and death surrounded it, and these you were to brave and  overcome. For this was it a glorious, for this was it an honourable undertaking. You were hereafter to be hailed as the benefactors of your species; your names  adored as belonging to brave men who encountered death for honour and the benefit of mankind. And now, behold, with the first imagination of danger, or,  if you will, the first mighty and terrific trial of your courage, you shrink  away, and are content to be handed down as men who had not strength enough to  endure cold and peril; and so, poor souls, they were chilly and returned to their warm firesides. Why that requires not this preparation; ye need not have come thus far, and dragged your captain to the shame of a defeat, merely to prove yourselves cowards. Oh! be men, or be more than men. Be steady to your  purposes and firm as a rock. This ice is not made of such stuff as your hearts may be; it is mutable and cannot withstand you if you say that it shall not. Do  not return to your families with the stigma of disgrace marked on your brows. Return as heroes who have fought and conquered, and who know not what it is to turn their backs on the foe.”

He spoke this with a voice so modulated to the different feelings expressed  in his speech, with an eye so full of lofty design and heroism, that can you wonder that these men were moved? They looked at one another and were unable to  reply. I spoke; I told them to retire and consider of what had been said: that I  would not lead them farther north if they strenuously desired the contrary; but  that I hoped that, with reflection, their courage would return.

They retired, and I turned towards my friend; but he was sunk in languor and almost deprived of life.

How all this will terminate I know not; but I had rather die than return shamefully — my purpose unfulfilled. Yet I fear such will be my fate; the men, unsupported by ideas of glory and honour, can never willingly continue to endure their present hardships.

September 7th.

The die is cast; I have consented to return if we are not destroyed. Thus are  my hopes blasted by cowardice and indecision; I come back ignorant and  disappointed. It requires more philosophy than I possess to bear this injustice with patience.

September 12th.

It is past; I am returning to England. I have lost my hopes of utility and glory; — I have lost my friend. But I will endeavour to detail these bitter  circumstances to you, my dear sister; and while I am wafted towards England, and towards you, I will not despond.

September 9th, the ice began to move, and roarings like thunder were heard at  a distance as the islands split and cracked in every direction. We were in the most imminent peril; but, as we could only remain passive, my chief attention  was occupied by unfortunate quest, whose illness increased in such a degree that  he was entirely confined to his bed. The ice cracked behind us, and was driven with force towards the north; a breeze sprung from the west, and on the 11th the  passage towards the south became perfectly free. When the sailors saw this, and that their return to their native country was apparently assured, a shout of  tumultuous joy broke from them, loud and long continued. Frankenstein, who was dozing, awoke and asked the cause of the tumult. “They shout,” I said, “because they will soon return to England.”

“Do you then really return?”

“Alas! yes; I cannot withstand their demands. I cannot lead them unwillingly to danger, and I must return.”

“Do so, if you will; but I will not. You may give up your purpose, but mine  is assigned to me by Heaven, and I dare not. I am weak; but surely the spirits  who assist my vengeance will endow me with sufficient strength.” Saying this, he  endeavoured to spring from the bed, but the exertion was too great for him; he fell back and fainted.

It was long before he was restored; and I often thought that life was  entirely extinct. At length he opened his eyes; he breathed with difficulty, and  was unable to speak. The surgeon gave him a composing draught and ordered us to  leave him undisturbed. In the meantime he told me that my friend had not many hours to live.

His sentence was pronounced, and I could only grieve and be patient. I sat by  his bed watching him; his eyes were closed, and I thought he slept; but presently he called to me in a feeble voice, and bidding me come near, said — “Alas! the strength I relied on is gone; I feel that I shall soon die, and he,  my enemy and persecutor, may still be in being. Think not, Walten, that in the  last moments of my existence I feel that burning hatred: and ardent desire of  revenge I once expressed; but I feel myself justified in desiring the death of  my adversary. During these last days I have been occupied in examining my past conduct; nor do I find it blamable. In a fit of enthusiastic madness I created a rational creature, and was bound towards him, to assure, as far as was in my power, his happiness and well-being. This was my duty; but there was another still paramount to that. My duties towards the beings of my own species had  greater claims to my attention, because they included a greater proportion of  happiness or misery. Urged by this view, I refused, and I did right in refusing,  to create a companion for the first creature. He showed unparalleled malignity  and selfishness, in evil: he destroyed my friends; he devoted to destruction  beings who possessed exquisite sensations, happiness, and wisdom; nor do I know where this thirst for vengeance may end. Miserable himself, that he may render no other wretched he ought to die. The task of his destruction was mine, but I  have failed. When actuated by selfish and vicious motives I asked you to undertake my unfinished work; and I renew this request now when I am only  induced by reason and virtue.

“Yet I cannot ask you to renounce your country and friends to fulfill this task; and now that you are returning to England you will have little chance of  meeting with him. But the consideration of these points, and the well balancing of what you may esteem your duties, I leave to you; my judgment and ideas are already disturbed by the near approach of death. I dare not ask you to do what I  think right, for I may still be misled by passion.

“That he should live to be an instrument of mischief disturbs me; in other respects, this hour, when I momentarily expect my release, is the only happy one  which I have enjoyed for several years. The forms of the beloved dead flit  before me and I hasten to their arms. Farewell, Walton! Seek happiness in  tranquillity and avoid ambition, even if it be only the apparently innocent one of distinguishing yourself in science and discoveries. Yet why do I say this? I  have myself been blasted in these hopes, yet another may succeed.”

His voice became fainter as he spoke; and at length, exhausted by his effort,  he sunk into silence. About half an hour afterwards he attempted again to speak,  but was unable; he pressed my hand feebly, and his eyes closed forever, while the irradiation of a gentle smile passed away from his lips.

Margaret, what comment can I make on the untimely extinction of this glorious  spirit? What can I say that will enable you to understand the depth of my sorrow? All that I should express would be inadequate and feeble. My tears flow; my mind is overshadowed by a cloud of disappointment. But I journey towards  England, and I may there find consolation.

I am interrupted. What do these sounds portend? It is midnight; the breeze blows fairly, and the watch on deck scarcely stir. Again; there is a sound as of a human voice, but hoarser; it comes from the cabin where the remains of  Frankenstein still lie. I must arise and examine. Good night, my sister.

Great God! what a scene has just taken place! I am yet dizzy with the  remembrance of it. I hardly know whether I shall have the power to detail it; yet the tale which I have recorded would be incomplete without this final and wonderful catastrophe.

I entered the cabin where lay the remains of my ill-fated and admirable  friend. Over him hung a form which I cannot find words to describe; gigantic in  stature, yet uncouth and distorted in its proportions. As he hung over the coffin his face was concealed by long locks of ragged hair; but one vast hand  was extended, in colour and apparent texture like that of a mummy. When he heard  the sound of my approach he ceased to utter exclamations of grief and horror and  sprung towards the window. Never did I behold a vision so horrible as his face,  of such loathsome yet appalling hideousness. I shut my eyes involuntarily and  endeavoured to recollect what were my duties with regard to this destroyer. I called on him to stay.

He paused, looking on me with wonder; and, again turning towards the lifeless  form of his creator, he seemed to forget my presence, and every feature and  gesture seemed instigated by the wildest rage of some uncontrollable passion.

“That is also my victim!” he exclaimed: “in his murder my crimes are consummated; the miserable series of my being is wound to its close! Oh,  Frankenstein! generous and self-devoted being! what does it avail that I now ask  thee to pardon me? I, who irretrievably destroyed thee by destroying all thou  lovest. Alas! he is cold, he cannot answer me.”

His voice seemed suffocated; and my first impulses, which had suggested to me  the duty of obeying the dying request of my friend, in destroying his enemy, were now suspended by a mixture of curiosity and compassion. I approached this tremendous being; I dared not again raise my eyes to his face, there was something so scaring and unearthly in his ugliness. I attempted to speak, but  the words died away on my lips. The monster continued to utter wild and  incoherent self-reproaches. At length I gathered resolution to address him in a pause of the tempest of his passion: “Your repentance,” I said, “is now superfluous. If you had listened to the voice of conscience, and heeded the  stings of remorse, before you had urged your diabolical vengeance to this extremity, Frankenstein would yet have lived.”

“And do you dream?” said the daemon; “do you think that I was then dead to agony and remorse? — He,” he continued, pointing to the corpse, “he suffered  not in the consummation of the deed — oh! not the ten-thousandth portion of the  anguish that was mine during the lingering detail of its execution. A frightful selfishness hurried me on, while my heart was poisoned with remorse. Think you that the groans of Clerval were music to my ears? My heart was fashioned to be  susceptible of love and sympathy; and when wrenched by misery to vice and hatred it did not endure the violence of the change without torture such as you cannot  even imagine.

“After the murder of Clerval I returned to Switzerland heartbroken and overcome. I pitied Frankenstein; my pity amounted to horror: I abhorred myself  But when I discovered that he, the author at once of my existence and of its  unspeakable torments, dared to hope for happiness; that while he accumulated  wretchedness and despair upon me he sought his own enjoyment in feelings and passions from the indulgence of which I was forever barred, then impotent envy and bitter indignation filled me with an insatiable thirst for vengeance. I  recollected my threat and resolved that it should be accomplished. I knew that I was preparing for myself a deadly torture; but I was the slave, not the master,  of an impulse which I detested, yet could not disobey. Yet when she died! — nay, then I was not miserable. I had cast off all feeling, subdued all anguish, to riot in the excess of my despair. Evil thenceforth became my good. Urged thus far, I had no choice but to adapt my nature to an element which I had willingly  chosen. The completion of my daemoniacal design became an insatiable passion.  And now it is ended; there is my last victim!”

I was at first touched by the expressions of his misery; yet, when I called  to mind what Frankenstein had said of his powers of eloquence and persuasion, and when I again cast my eyes on the lifeless form of my friend, indignation was  rekindled within me. “Wretch!” I said, “it is well that you come here to whine over the desolation that you have made. You throw a torch into a pile of buildings; and when they are consumed you sit among the ruins and lament the fall. Hypocritical fiend! if he whom you mourn still lived, still would he be  the object, again would he become the prey, of your accursed vengeance. It is  not pity that you feel; you lament only because the victim of your malignity is  withdrawn from your power.”

“Oh, it not thus — not thus,” interrupted the being; “yet such must be the  impression conveyed to you by what appears to be the purport of my actions. Yet  I seek not a fellow-feeling in my misery. No sympathy may I ever find. When I  first sought it, it was the love of virtue, the feelings of happiness and affection with which my whole being overflowed, that I wished to be  participated. But now that virtue has become to me a shadow and that happiness and affection are turned into bitter and loathing despair, in what should I seek for sympathy? I am content to suffer alone while my sufferings shall endure: when I die, I am well satisfied that abhorrence and opprobrium should load my  memory. Once my fancy was soothed with dreams of virtue, of fame, and of enjoyment. Once I falsely hoped to meet with beings who, pardoning my outward  form, would love me for the excellent qualities which I was capable of unfolding. I was nourished with high thoughts of honour and devotion. But now crime has degraded me beneath the meanest animal. No guilt, no mischief, no  malignity, no misery, can be found comparable to mine. When I run over the  frightful catalogue of my sins, I cannot believe that I am the same creature whose thoughts were once filled with sublime and transcendent visions of the beauty and the majesty of goodness. But it is even so; the fallen angel becomes a malignant devil. Yet even that enemy of God and man had friends and associates  in his desolation; I am alone.

“You, who call Frankenstein your friend, seem to have a knowledge of my  crimes and his misfortunes. But in the detail which he gave you of them he could  not sum up the hours and months of misery which I endured, wasting in impotent  passions. For while I destroyed his hopes, I did not satisfy my own desires. They were for ever ardent and craving; still I desired love and fellowship, and I was still spurned. Was there no injustice in this? Am I to be thought the only criminal when all human kind sinned against me? Why do you not hate Felix who  drove his friend from his door with contumely? Why do you not execrate the rustic who sought to destroy the saviour of his child? Nay, these are virtuous and immaculate beings! I, the miserable and abandoned, am an abortion, to be spurned, and kicked at, and trampled on. Even now my blood boils at the recollection of this injustice.

“But it is true that I am a wretch. I have murdered the lovely and the helpless; I have strangled the innocent as they slept, and grasped to death his throat who never injured me or any other living thing. I have devoted my  creator, the select specimen of all that is worthy of love and admiration among men, to misery; I have pursued him even to that irremediable ruin. There he  lies, white and cold in death. You hate me; but your abhorrence cannot equal that with which I regard myself I look on the hands which executed the deed; think on the heart in which the imagination of it was conceived, and long for  the moment when these hands will meet my eyes, when that imagination will haunt my thoughts no more.

“Fear not that I shall be the instrument of future mischief. My work is  nearly complete. Neither yours nor any man’s death is needed to consummate the  series of my being, and accomplish that which must be done; but it requires my  own. Do not think that I shall be slow to perform this sacrifice. I shall quit  your vessel on the ice-raft which brought me thither, and shall seek the most northern extremity of the globe; I shall collect my funeral pile and consume to  ashes this miserable frame, that its remains may afford no light to any curious and unhallowed wretch who would create such another as I have been. I shall die. I shall no longer feel the agonies which now consume me, or be the prey of  feelings unsatisfied, yet unquenched. He is dead who called me into being; and  when I shall be no more the very remembrance of us both will speedily vanish. I shall no longer see the sun or stars, or feel the winds play on my cheeks. Light, feeling, and sense will pass away; and in this condition must I find my happiness. Some years ago, when the images which this world affords first opened upon me, when I felt the cheering warmth of summer, and heard the rustling of the leaves and the warbling of the birds, and these were all to me, I should have wept to die; now it is my only consolation. Polluted by crimes, and tom by the bitterest remorse, where can I find rest but in death?

“Farewell! I leave you, and in you the last of human kind whom these eyes  will ever behold. Farewell, Frankenstein! If thou wert yet alive, and yet  cherished a desire of revenge against me, it would be better satiated in my life than in my destruction. But it was not so; thou didst seek my extinction that I might not cause greater wretchedness; and if yet, in some mode unknown to me,  thou hast not ceased to think and feel, thou wouldst not desire against me a  vengeance greater than that which I feel. Blasted as thou wert, my agony was still superior to thine; for the bitter sting of remorse will not cease to  rankle in my wounds until death shall close them for ever.

“But soon,” he cried, with sad and solemn enthusiasm, “I shall die, and what I now feel be no longer felt. Soon these burning miseries will be extinct. I  shall ascend my funeral pile triumphantly, and exult in the agony of the  torturing flames. The light of that conflagration will fade away; my ashes will be swept into the sea by the winds. My spirit will sleep in peace; or if it  thinks, it will not surely think thus. Farewell.”

He sprung from the cabin-window, as he said this, upon the ice-raft which lay  close to the vessel. He was soon borne away by the waves and lost in darkness and distance.

The End